Dead motivation

edited October 2016 in Off-Topic

Not so long ago i realized that i'm losing my last passion while trying to get back into modding again.

I'm depressed.

And the only time i feel better is the time of creation.

But there's always that moment when your creative rush fades away.

And at this point i can't simply get myself to do the tedious work my mod needs.

Both of my mods never appealed to big audiences and i doubt myself while not knowing if my ideas are worth working on, despite recieving good reviews.

Maybe i need a bossy associate that will make me do my job.

Maybe i need a friend that would not be indifferent and i could talk to.

Maybe i just need a job...

I don't know what for and why i'm writing this.

This is pathetic, sorry.