Not so long ago i realized that i'm losing my last passion while trying to get back into modding again.
And the only time i feel better is the time of creation.
But there's always that moment when your creative rush fades away.
And at this point i can't simply get myself to do the tedious work my mod needs.
Both of my mods never appealed to big audiences and i doubt myself while not knowing if my ideas are worth working on, despite recieving good reviews.
Maybe i need a bossy associate that will make me do my job.
Maybe i need a friend that would not be indifferent and i could talk to.
Maybe i just need a job...
I don't know what for and why i'm writing this.
This is pathetic, sorry.